Welcome!

Welcome back to me and to those of you who were following along with me on my journey. I also want to welcome all new seekers who I hope to attract on my journey and my new cause.

First, let me catch everyone up on where I am now on my journey and about my new cause that I am adding to this Blog.

Then I will write separate entries about what I have learned and share all my experiences and knowledge with you, hopefully to help you on your quest for hope, knowledge and empowerment over your health care and lives. I have so much to tell you about and share with you from all that I went through and experienced while I was gone, plus where I am in the present and what I “see” for my future.

Here we go, get comfy as always. Please read with your mind, heart and spirit open, because I am writing from mine in hopes to reach yours. I hope to touch each and every one I can with my on going journey towards reclaiming my identity, creating my new life within my limitations and re-creating my new self.

I must stop here and share something with you. It is true friends, when things seem their darkest and most hopeless if you give in to trusting in that life works just as it should you will find your greatness within.
Though I have much to do still, I would not have traded what has happened to me for anything. I love who I am now. I see nothing but opportunity, empowerment, enlightenment, knowledge and a wonderful life opening up for me now.
I have no idea what I would have turned out like if I had never gotten ill, lost everything and gone deaf. I doubt I would have been anything close to who I have evolved into as I accepted my fate and decided to turn it around and make it into a victory. I have found an enlightenment that is irreplaceable no matter how much someone reads about all of this unless they share similar experiences. A wealth of insight and knowledge only known to those who have experienced many trials and tribulations that take you so far from your present sense of reality into an abyss where you come face to face with your own mortality like being in the Twilight Zone. Having the person you use to be gone and this stranger taking over your body and mind. Basically having your whole life wiped out as if the you that you knew had never existed, just gone. I have experienced more than one can imagine much less comprehend just like millions of others who are on a similar journey as I am. Here is where the big BUT comes in friends my journey has truly turned into the greatest blessing and opened up the greatest opportunity of a new and greater life purpose than I could have ever imagined. It truly shows me without a doubt that anything truly is possible if you want it bad enough and can be patient without giving up.
I look in the mirror and see the scars, the wear and tear on my body. I know I will always have them to remind me of what I lost, all the trauma I allowed to be done to me. The years I lost to what I use to curse but now thank because until I show on the outside what was created on the inside of my being from all of this, no one will know what a gift this nightmare has become for me. I hope through my experiences and enlightenment you too can find your blessings and turn your life challenges into opportunities of becoming the best self you could ever imagine and actually building a new life that is more fulfilling than anything you could imagine. I believe together we can do this. So please follow along with me as I now take on a new course in my quest for wholeness and now a new cause that I believe all this was leading up to for my life’s purpose.

Next I will make my first journal entry telling you what I have been through that took me away from my journal for so long and what I discovered. Then I will make an entry sharing with you my new life’s calling I believe. I will hope and pray that you will join me with my new cause because as you will read it is your cause also no matter how ill or disabled you are, you can do something to make a difference in this life. I hope I am giving all of us an opportunity to make a real difference in this world by joining together and letting our lives speak for themselves. What could be more natural than to just let your life speak for yourself and to have that make a difference not only in your life but in the lives of everyone who are disabled and/or in pain and/or deaf.

Thank you for coming to my site and reading about my journey. I hope what I have written and will be writing will be an inspiration to you in some small way, give you hope if you have lost yours and maybe give you some answers where there were none before. If nothing else at least I hope I am giving you comfort just knowing you are not alone and that someone does understand just how much you have lost and how much you are enduring whatever your challenges may be.

I have much to catch up on so time for bed. It sure is great to be back I am so glad you are with me on my journey. I never feel alone. I can’t wait to write my next entry but then I get major serious as I told you I have found a new calling that has now changed my course and my journey actually, until tomorrow my friends may,

God Bless us all Goodnight.
Mary-Anne

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